Yesterday, I finally plucked up my courage to tell Wendy how I feel deep down inside me and what is really affecting me a lot. After talking to her, I felt so much better and decided I should move on and start being active again and stop my bad habit of reaching on the dot or late for service. So, I jio a few of the younger ones for breakfast this morning. We were supposed to meet at 8.45am. BUT, as usual, everyone was late! Hahaha.. Thank God I had stomachache in the morning and couldn't reach on time.. If not, I'll have to wait very long on my own for BEN, JEN and XIN. Anyway, we weren't very late. Managed to have our breakfast, went into the hall at 9.40am and we still managed to get our seats. Thanks to the teh O. I was kept awake the whole service. I guess my CHANGED attitude also helps to keep me alert.

Today is vision weekend! Once again, I felt very proud to be part of City Harvest Church. Proud of what Sun is doing and how supportive the church is on the whole. Proud of our pastors and every members and staff who work so hard for the kingdom of God. I felt HOPE all over again. I'll make a comeback soon.

I love the lyrics of this song (Especially those words in red.. Spoke to my heart) : Savior King.

LET NOW THE WEAK SAY I HAVE STRENGTH
BY THE SPIRIT OF POWER
THAT RAISED CHRIST FROM THE DEAD
LET NOW THE POOR STAND AND CONFESS
THAT MY PORTION IS HIM
AND I'M MORE THAN BLESSED

LET NOW OUR HEARTS BURN WITH A FLAME
A FIRE CONSUMING ALL
FOR YOUR SON'S HOLY NAME
AND WITH THE HEAVENS
WE DECLARE YOU ARE OUR KING

WE LOVE YOU LORD, WE WORSHIP YOU
YOU ARE OUR GOD, YOU ALONE ARE GOOD
YOU ASKED YOUR SON TO CARRY THIS
THE HEAVY CROSS, OUR WEIGHT OF SIN
I LOVE YOU LORD, I WORSHIP YOU

HOPE WHICH WAS LOST, NOW STANDS RENEWED
I GIVE MY LIFE TO HONOR THIS
THE LOVE OF CHRIST, THE SAVIOR KING LET NOW YOUR CHURCH SHINE AS YOUR BRIDE
THAT YOU SAW IN YOUR HEART
AS YOU OFFERED UP YOUR LIFE
LET NOW THE LOST BE WELCOMED HOME
BY THE SAVED AND REDEEMED
THOSE ADOPTED AS YOUR OWN

And, after service, I actually planned to go home. BUT, in the end, I went to parkway with JEN, XIN, MK & EUNICE. We played pool together! It was a good practice session after stopping for so long. Didn't play well though. Played for about 2 hours and had McSpicy meal for dinner and took a cab home. I actually took a cab home!! I'm just too lazy and tired to walk such a long way to the bus stop and take a long bus journey home.

TIRED!